
| Location | Longbenton, Newcastle Upon Tyne |
| Age | 40 years |
| Date of Birth | 24/08/1967 |
| Date of Death | 02/03/2008 |
| Visitors | 8,364 since 12/04/2008 |
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Michael James Collins was tradically taken from us in the early hours of Sunday 2nd March 2008.
Michael sadly took his own life which we all believe was accidental as Michael would not want to
leave his family and friends. Michael thought the world of his family and friends, and his family
and friends thought the world of Michael.
Michael was not alone at the time of his death; his Mam Valerie was at his side holding him as he
peacefully fell asleep. Paramedics could not do anything to revive Michael. He was gone.
Michael's Dad James (Jimmy) and Brother Anthony were in London at the time Michael died. Anthony
was just about to start work on Nightshift as the news broke. His Dad and Anthony met up in London
and travelled 300 miles back home to Newcastle, within the 5 hours it took them; not a word was
spoken. They went straight to Newcastle General Hospital to be with the family.
Michael James was a loving Son to James (Jimmy) and Valerie, a devoted Dad to Michael and Lauren, a
dearly loved Brother to Sharon and Anthony, Brother-in-law to Ros, a special and adored Uncle to
Gemma and a true friend to all. Michael was also a much loved Nephew and Cousin.
All the family would like to thank everyone who attended Michaels funeral, especially to all his
work colleagues and friends who travelled from across the UK to Newcastle to say their last goodbye.
The family would also like to thank everyone for their beautiful floral tributes, cards and support
that they received during the time of their sad loss.
And finally they would like to thank David Gray from St Mary Magdalene Church in Longbenton for the
lovely service.
Michael will be sadly missed by all his family and friends.
Gone but will never be forgotten.
To Our No1 Dad - With Love From Son Michael & Daughter Lauren xx
Dad,
For all the times you supported us with strength and love...Thank you
For all the times we forgot to say it...We love you
For all the times we were naughty...We are sorry
Dad, We want you to know that you are always with us, right here in our hearts...where you belong
To Our Lovong Son - With Love From Mam and Dad xx
We thought of you with love today but that is nothing new
We thought about you yesterday and days before that too
We think of you in silence, We often speak your name
All we have are memories and your picture in a frame
Your memory is our keepsake with which we'll never part
God has you in his keeping, We have you in our hearts
My Other Half - With Love From Brother Anthony xx
Never thought it could be you
I never wanted it to
My other of me just disappeared
Darkness came as fast as you got your angel wings
My tears will never go away
My heart feels like its been thrown away
When I heard the news, I fell to my knees
Not wanting to get up
I heard you say it'll be okay
Driving 300 miles to see if it was true
Memories running through my head,
Not believing my only brother's life was gone
I sit there looking at you, Wanting to shake you
I couldnt see those big blue eyes
There's not a smile that could ever be replaced
God, take this pain away from me
I never got to say goodbye
I want you to answer me why
I was too late to take his place, but all I can do is wait
Till then, I'll be missing him
To My Much Loved Brother - With Love From Sister Sharon xx
Remembering you is easy
I do it everyday
It's just the pain of losing you
That never goes away
I often sit and think of you
And often say your name
What would I do to hear your voice
And have you home again
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same
But as God calls us one by one
The links will join again
To My Dear Uncle Michael - With Love From Neice Gemma xx
So many thoughts in my head
So many things left unsaid
You left that day without a glance
Never knowing God wasn't giving you a second chance
What was in your head the last moments you had
I hope you thought happy thoughts and not sad
No one can ever take your place
You image in my heart will never erase
As you smile on me from up above
My mind is still sad but my hearts filled with love
I love you dear uncle, you meant the world to me
Forever in my heart is where you'll always be
To Michael - With Love From All Your Family xx
We wander to your graveside and place your flowers with care
No one knows the heartache as we turn and leave you there
It seems you left us yesterday as the wounds are still so sore
For every minute of everyday we miss you more and more
IN LOVING MEMORY OF
MICHAEL JAMES COLLINS
BODSA
24.08.1967 - 02.03.2008
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YOU RAISE ME UP - WESTLIFE - PLAYED AT MICHAEL'S FUNERAL GOING INTO CHURCH
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
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NOW YOUR GONE - BASSHUNTER - PLAYED AT MICHAEL'S FUNERAL LEAVING CHURCH
Now you’re gone
I realise my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall
Now you’re gone
I realise my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with you’re pictures hanging on the wall
Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone
There’s an empty place in my heart
It won’t alarm me it will break apart
It won’t heal, it never fades away
I’ll be thinkin’ ’bout you everyday
Are you Ready?
Ready for take-off!
Now you’re gone
I realise my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with you’re pictures hanging on the wall
Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone
Now you’re gone
I realise my love for you was strong
And i miss you here now you’re gone
I’ve been waiting here by the phone with you’re pictures hanging on the wall
Is this the way it’s meant to be?
Only dreaming that you’re missing me
I’m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now you’re gone
There’s an empty place in my heart
It won’t alarm me it will break apart
It won’t heal, it never fades away
I’ll be thinkin’ ’bout you everyday
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I'LL BE MISSING YOU - PUFF DADDY FT FAITH EVANS
Yeah... this right here
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block of dough
Notorious, they got to know that!
Life ain't always what it seems to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone
We still a team
Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime
The night they took my friend
Try to black it out but it plays again
When it's weird feelin' hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you're in heaven smilin' down
Watchin' us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts,Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6
Shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Making hits stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
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I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes & pictures that are left on Christopher's website they are all very much appreciated.
Tributes For Week Starting 23rd November
FOR MONDAY
The best and most beautiful
Things in the world cannot
Be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.
FOR TUESDAY
Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.
FOR WEDNESDAY
A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.
FOR THURSDAY
Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones shine down
To let us know they are happy.
FOR FRIDAY
The Watcher
They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.
And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.
Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.
Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.
FOR SATURDAY
As We Look Back
As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?
For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems
And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?
We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things
Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.
FOR SUNDAY
To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me
When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years
I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I traveled on alone
So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memoriss in your heart
I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear
Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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TO US ALL YOU ARE SO SPECIAL♥
WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY♥
EXCEPT WE WISH WITH ALL OUR HEARTS♥
THAT YOU WAS HERE TO-DAY♥
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LOVE AS ALWAYS ALISON
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Thank You For My Birthday Present
Hello Michael well a just want to say thank you for my birthday present that you and mam give me it wa a nice surprise, special occassions are not the same anymore, last Christmas was bad without you here but this Christmas is going to be worse without Mam aswell,well a have made a start on getting the Christmas presents in but its not the same, a just wish it was all over with. Our cousin Andrea is coming over from America soon so they will be coming over to visit you. Not got much to tell you as a tell you whats going on and happening when a visit you everyday so a will go for now and see you tomorrow miss you love Sharon xxxxxxxxx
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Tributes For Week Starting 16th November
FOR MONDAY
Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts you’re always there.
FOR TUESDAY
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Everyday in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are always near,
Still missed, loved, always dear.
FOR THURSDAY
Resting where no shadows fall,
In peaceful sleep he awaits us all;
God will link the broken chain,
When one by one we meet again.
FOR FRIDAY
Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home
The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one's gain
But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace
Then comfort comes
And I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God's grace.
FOR SATURDAY
Please don't sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,
For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears...
It's far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,
I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.
My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,
But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know..
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My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.
To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.
FOR SUNDAY
When I come to the end of the day
And the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little, but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared,
Miss me but let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the maker's plan,
A step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick at heart,
Go to the friends we know,
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds -
Miss me, but let me go.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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My broken heart..
Will never mend
So lots of kisses..
I shall send
We think of you..
In a better place
With beautiful wings..
And a smile on your face
Every day is a struggle you see
Trying to cope..
So please help me
How do I cope?
I do not know
My heart is broken..
So that goes to show
I can't except you are gone
I need you here..
Please keep me strong
Stay by my side..
Show me the way
Help me to cope every day
I love and miss you so much..
And I always will
Since you have been gone..
Time has stood still
I think of you in heaven..
With Gods Angels up above
Please my precious Angel..
Watch over me with love
Miss You Michael
Gone But Never Forgotten
Keep My Memory
Keep my memory with you,
For memories never die.
I will be there with you,
When you look across the sky.
I will be there in the clouds,
In the birds that fill the air.
In the beauty of a fragrant rose,
You will find my memory there.
You will feel me in the tenderness,
Of a tiny baby's touch.
You will hear me if you listen,
In the twilight's gentle hush.
When your hearts are heavy,
And you feel that you are alone,
For your heart is now my home.
I will always be with you,
I will never go away.
For I will live on in your hearts,
Forever and a day.
One of the readings read out at "Time to Remember"
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Tributes For Week Starting 9th November
FOR MONDAY
Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.
FOR TUESDAY
Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
FOR WEDNESDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
FOR THURSDAY
Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
FOR FRIDAY
Wings Of The Angels
A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.
Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.
On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.
FOR SATURDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
FOR SUNDAY
Cry Not My Friend
When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around
When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure
When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me
When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay
When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew
When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again
When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight
When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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1 Year & 8 Months Gone - 02.11.09
Hello Michael, 1 Year and 8 Months have gone by and not a day has gone by where I havent thought of you. I miss you and my Nana so much but it is nice to think that you's are both together now.
Its coming up to Christmas again, only about 8 weeks left, i'm dreading it even more this year without you and Nana being here, I just want it over and done with.
Went to Ireland at the weekend, you would of loved it. Dunno if you had ever been to Ireland but I know you had friends there.
Had loads to tell you but when its came to writing I cant remember. I'll props log off and remember what I was going to say. If I do i'll write it down and tell you tomorrow.
Rest Peacefully and Speak to you soon,
Miss you so much and wish you and Nana were still here with us.
Love you, Love from Gemma xXxXx
2ND NOVEMBER 2009
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Tributes For Week Starting 2nd November
FOR MONDAY
There's a special kind of feeling,
That's meant for you alone,
A special place within our hearts,
That only you can own.
FOR TUESDAY
If only prayers were answered,
& wishes did come true,
Our only wishes with all our hearts,
Would be to still have you
FOR WEDNESDAY
We send this special message
To the heavens up above
Please take care of our precious angels
And give them all our love
FOR THURSDAY
I lit a candle for you today
May it's light reflect my love your way
Now I must go until next time
I will forever keep you, gently on my mind
FOR FRIDAY
Angels
When you were born, an angel smiled,
As you became a child, an angel sat on your shoulder
When you became an adult, an angel held your hand
As you grew old, an angel walked down the road with you,
And, when you died, another angel got their wings.
FOR SATURDAY
Letter From Heaven
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said,
"I welcome you."
It's good to have you back again; you were missed
While you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.
FOR SUNDAY
Reply to "Letter from Heaven"
My Dearest Loved one:
I received your Letter from Heaven,
It made the teardrops fall.
But knowing you’re with God above,
Sweet memories, I will recall.
I know that you are with me,
For I feel your presence near.
And if I listen closely,
Your voice I then can hear.
I know you’re watching o’er me,
As you promised you would do.
And when I feel so saddened,
It’s your letter that sees me through.
When I lay in bed at night,
The day’s chores put to flight,
I truly feel your presence,
Like a warm and glowing light.
The rocky roads you mentioned,
And the hills that I must climb;
I’ve done exactly what you said,
By taking one day at a time.
I’ve tried to help others,
Who are in sorrow and in pain.
And now I am contented,
My day was not in vain.
I’ll lend a hand, as you have said
When someone is feeling low.
I’ll pray for them and be here,
‘Till on their way they go.
And when it’s time for me to go,
To join you in heaven high.
My wings I shall spread wide,
To my home up in the sky.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum
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